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Saturday, July 25, 2009
THIS BLOG IS DEAD! -_-" too lazy to update! =(
1:31 AM
Friday, April 24, 2009
today, we went grocery shopping together. we pushed the trolley together. - i pushed the left half of the handle, while he pushed the right. it looked loving. it felt sweet =) during this exam-mugging period, whenever i feel hungry in the wee hours of the night, he goes down to the kitchen, prepares potato wedges + mayo, or cooks a packet of mee-goreng instant noodles for me, without any complaints. i feel his support. i appreciate his effort. i feel more than contented, fortunate =) 2 more days till my 1st paper. im not prepared at all -_-" but i just cant wait to fucking get over this. i cant wait to go overseas for my well-deserved holiday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant wait to settle down in a full-time job and start earning real $$$$$$$$$$$$ i cant wait to give my parents the good life that iv always dreamt of giving them its all gonna happen. soon.
3:35 PM
Monday, March 30, 2009
havent had time to update at all. u guys must have been wondering if iv gotten into a road accident already or not right..?? well the answer is, NO! i mean yea i did bump into things/curbs once or twice, but its all minor so far so good! iv been able to find my way around, even without GPS! thanks to my baby, my human-GPS/street directory. he gives good, reliable directions, UNLIKE ELVYN SIM!!!! gave me inaccurate info n caused me to miss the exit to orchard road, and i ended up having to pass 3 ERPs as a result. boo!! actually iv got so much to say, so much to complain about school, stress, fucked up people etc... but iv got no time, no mood, no energy to write so much. and y bother blogging about the unhappy things right... i just cant wait 4 sch to end in about 1mths time... for exams 2 b over... and stuff... uv no idea how im gonna celebrate the end of my schooling journey when it finally comes!!!!!!!! for now, im a super busy, drained, lifeless soul... but a happy one nonetheless... thats cuz i feel really fortunate to have my baby with me... when times are bad, he's always here to help me, support me, take care of me... im really touched by baby's actions... he makes me feel guilty cuz hes just... doing so much for me... i feel that i dont deserve it... i feel bad... today, baby helped me. without hesitation at all, although it's quite a major issue/sacrifice. baby's actions, at least to me, reflected "selflessness" baby takes care of me, as much as (or even more than) how my parents take care of me... im so grateful and touched... thank you... thank you... that's all that i can say/do now... but give me a few more months...just a lil more time to settle school stuff/regain financial stability and i'll put into action, how much i love you, and how much i wanna care for you and make u happy... i feel that im a fortunate girlfriend. i know there are girls out there, whose bfs cheat on them/abuse them... thats sad... while on the other hand, there r also girls whose bfs shower them with gifts etc... well thats perfect! sooo luckyyy! but im really really happy the way things are, for me, now... obviously i do not get abused... neither do i get gifts from baby everyday/every week... but yes, baby does buy me stuff, like ask me to get all items when i cant choose between a couple of choices (or example, rings from Diva) , or, help me transfer $ for my online shopping... and of course, the more pricey anniversary/special occasion gifts, like my beloved LV vernis bellevue! hmm, i feel that these are enough already... im satisfied =) most importantly, he brings me fun and laughter... in a simple way... just hanging out together in his room, making fun of each other... being together, doing things together... i dont know y but... its so simple, YET so enjoyable! actually, im guilty of complaining to friends that my bf is boring... dun like to go out, dun take me to interesting places etc... im also guilty of complaining directly to baby, that he's so boring. -_- but in the end, why isit that, now that im alone in my room, in my own house, without baby, that i actually feel like, something is amiss... and.. im actually feeling so bored/lonely that i resort to blogging...? hmmm i guess the only explanation is... perhaps, unknowingly, iv really fallen in love with u, and ur company... u lil silent killer. i miss your presence! goodnight!
12:33 PM
Monday, March 2, 2009
I PASSED MY DRIVNG TEST!!! I CAN FINALLY BE ON THE ROADS, LEGALLY!! WHEE!!! IM SUPER HAPPY!!! =DDDDDDDDDDDD thanks to MR PECK CHIN HUAT, my amazing driving instructor! yes yes i'll definitely intro students to him! thanks to MR GOH LIM HENG, my nice tester! thanks to everyone who have allowed me to drive your vehicle before! thanks to baby for being there, waiting for me, giving me crash courses... all that and more! =DDD
2:30 AM
Friday, February 20, 2009
i think i was crazy last nite... usually i'll take bus 151 from school, past bukit timah then get off to change bus then i'll alight at the famous thomson roti prata house and take a cab to baby's place, cuz its really kinda far to walk... but last night, i walked all the way back...=x took almost half an hour... after that, around 3am, i dragged baby to go jogging! i know, its nothing amazing or what, but... the point is, i havent jogged/had any urge to jog for like...a year?! yes im serious, i havent been exercising at all... but last night, i thinki was happy cuz iv got a 1 week midterm break! I SERIOUSLY NEED A BREAK, IRREGARDLESS OF HOW SHORT IT MIGHT BE!!!!!!!! u see, for the past 2 mth, iv been going to school religiously for at least 3 days a week...(hmm...its a big deal to me, cuz for the past 2 years iv been skipping sch, and mayb attending only like once a week? =x) and iv been having to do alot of assignments, preparaion work, and project stuff...as my modules this sem r very taxing, ESPECIALLY JAPANESE. arghssssssss (iv got 3 jap tutorials, 2 of which are 2 hours long, and 1 lecture every week! wtf!) the thing about jap lessons is...if the tutor ask u a question, and u did not prepare/study before the lesson, u will not be able to answer, and u'll be left super embarrassed. whereas its different for other modules - eg. for some/most? Arts modules, tutors ask rather 'opinion-based' questions whereby there's no definite right or wrong answer. basically u can just crap out some lame answer and the tutor cant exactly find fault w u. but for jap, 1. tutor asks u question in jap. 2. u dont understand what the f she's saying cuz u did not prepare before tutorial 3. the class is silent, waiting for ur reponse. all eyes on u. 4. u can only go 'errr... errr....' arghs super embarrassing! and the thing is, the tutors make sure they question/test every single student, each lesson! which is why, i have no choice but to study before tuts. sigh. seriously, this is the 1st time iv been so 'serious' towards my studies, in 3 years... in the past i used to just play/work/slack through the semester, until the final exams, when i'll start mugging laz minute... what a 'model' student... well, 2 more months and i'll be done with school FOR GOOD. feel kinda sad now... how come life slips by so quickily... its like...u hardly notice it at all...scary yet another phase of my life is going to end, and things are going to change again... the phase that i enjoyed and treasured the most, was my JC days... rock climbing days... laughing like mad chicken everyday...doing sports, pushing my limits...feeling proud of myself... wtf i fucking miss those days... but the truth is i can never get it back again... sigh... dammit this is getting so depressing. change topic. im gonna get a set of car stickers printed overseas! (cuz sg so limited, and so ex) and im gonna make it pinky, girly and all that! i asked baby, 'if i wanna paste hello kitty on the outside of the car... bigbig one... how would u feel?' he replied 'if u really want it, im fine with the idea' arhhhh!!! i love my bf!!! hahahahahahahhahaha i seriously think baby is so nice to me. i rmb the day he stuffed $50 in my wallet for no reason... just wantin me to hav enough $ to use... wanting me to take cab instead of public transport (such a looonnngggg and tiring journey esp in the evening where there's always horrible JAMS) im really touched okayyy!!! i appreciate!!! thank you for all the small things =))) well anyway, i'll post up some images of my 'inspirations' for my design... comments comments! =))) ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() walao super nice cannnn i got an ugly car. ugly boring colour. ugly inside ugly outside. but im determined to beautify/cutesify it!!! roarrrr
6:34 AM
Monday, February 9, 2009
my TP test is in about 3 more weeks! yet, today was the first time that i actually went into the circuit to prac. feeling rather stressed. since im on this topic, id like to talk about my driving instructor abit. he's mr peck chin huat, some of you might have already heard of him, as he's rather famous, and known for being a good instructor, hence i don't really have to do much to "promote" him... but what im about to say is sincerely from the bottom of my heart... i started off my driving lessons in a rather bad way. janice recommended this driving instructor, mr soh, because its been rumoured that he's quite good, and, most importantly - able to get his students early test dates, and that was my no.1 priority. so, i got in touch with him, and arranged for a lesson. but when i arrived at my 1st lesson, it turned out that mr soh had sent his assistant to teach me. mr soh himself, wasnt around. i was quited turned off because i thought it was quite irresponsible of him to do so, and it shows that he's a greedy and kinda dishonest person - not free to accept anymore students but die die wanna take in the students but throw to other people to teach. i mean, for me its not a big issue because i dont care who's the one who's gonna teach me, i just want my early test date. however i was thinking, what about those people who signed up sincerely because they wanted a renowned, good instructor to teach them, but end up being disappointed? i dont think its very good for his reputation. but oh well, the MAIN thing was, this mr soh only teaches manual. and i was assigned a manual car to learn driving EVEN THOUGH i stated clearly on the phone, that i wanted to learn auto, so it just goes out to CONFIRM the fact that mr soh is a dishonest greedy bastard! the instructor whom he sent tried to "convince" me to learn manual instead, by saying that "ehh xiao jie, u know those sports cars...ferrari la...blablabla la...fast cars.. all are manual loh! thats y you learn manual better!" i replied, hey sir, i ALREADY have a car, and its neither a ferrari or wad flashy fast car, its a civic, and its AUTO. so y the f i wanna learn manual. anyway lotsa "fast" cars today have the dual transmission mode loh. who says only manual. then he said what... most accidents are caused by auto cars blablabla... i didnt even bother to listen *rollllssss eyesssss* but since i'd already spent $ taking cab from thomson to ubi, i had no choice but to just proceed with the lesson right... i hate to do things for nothing, and that includes travelling from north to east for nothing... hence i thought id just try out a manual lesson for fun... sigh~ wasted about $40, but ok lah, at least i learn something. but anyway, i decided to do away with this mr soh and his dishonest practices. i sought a new driving instructor... ... and this is how i got to meet mr peck chin huat :) 1st lesson - he spent ALOT of time explaining theory stuff, very basic stuff to me... like how to adjust car seat blablabla i mean yea, one has to learn such stuff, but THE WAY he simply went on and on and on about 1 single thing was kinda irritating to me. even though i told him, yea all these i know already, i had a lesson last week/id driven before, he still went on n on n on n on n on... so i was feeling quite pissed, thinking that hes another dishonest cheaterbug who wants to "waste time" by yakking away instead of starting the practical lesson proper. however, over the days, i realised that he's a naggy, fierce (only at times), but caring instructor who sincerely wants you to learn properlyand be 100% sure. i was very touched by that one time, when he received a phone call from fellow driving instructors that there were available test dates for registration. he asked me if i wanted an early test date. of course i said YES, and he immediately took down my details, drove back to the driving school, got own of the car and RAN into the building to register a slot for me... he said that available slots get snapped up very very quickly, so he had to really rush... it was drizzling that day, and i saw him run... with all his might... i felt touched... and in a weird way i kinda felt like he was like a... father... lol! well yea, thats MR PECK CHIN HUAT, well known for having a high passing rate, and being a NICE person. if u wanna get him to teach u driving, simply google his name and u'll find his website (he calls his website a "dot.com" but he pronounces it as "lok kom" hehe so cute) anyway, as much as i like mr peck, i dont wish to see him anymore (as in, for lessons)... SO PLEASEEEE let me pass my coming TP test!!! recent updates... CNY, had reunion dinner with baby's family at Long Beach restaurant at east coast park... chinese dishes (which are so-so to me)... but there was crab! haha! so embarrassing cuz bay had to peel the crab for me in front of everyone =x but its a good thing i kinda get along with his parents... *phew* ;p After that, headed to Chris jiejie's side for get-together/talk talk session... kinda sad to see that my aunt (mum's eldest sis) is sufferring from slight dementia... sigh... honestly, i went there purely to visit, and because i miss my relatives, and not for the sake of collecting red packets... in fact, i feel bad for accepting red packets from my mum' side relatives, cuz alot of her sisters are already rather elderly, some with sicknesses... seriously how can i bear taking $ from them, when im like young and able, and already old enough to earn my own money... i tried pushing away their red packets... but then again, it comes off as rude if u reject their goodwill... so i had to accept them, and feel guilty afterwards... however, in order to make myself feel better, i used part of the red packet money to buy New Moon foodstuff like abalone blablabla to "return" to my relatives... haha I also went to dad's side, but by the time we arrived, most of my other relatives had already left =(((( abit out of point, but i remember last yr CNY, my cousin pamela commented that my dad looks like homer simpson cuz he was wearing a yellow polo tee... hehe... funny~ 1 of my cousins getting married in march! CONGRATS! will be there! =))) not long ago was also baby's sister's daughter's 1st birthday! (aka his niece la. haha) birthday party at their condo's function room, in east coast again... haha we bought a toy pony from Toysrus for her to ride... it has wheels, so she gotta move her legs in a walking-motion to navigate the pony... quite a meaningful gift cuz it encourages her to learn to walk ya? not to mention, it has music too, when u push on a button! haha i whish everyday could be about having fun and going out, but sadly, no... school work and projects piling up by the day, life is so stressful! arghs ok update again soon, till then, byeee!
5:18 AM
Saturday, January 24, 2009
today is the day i had multiple 'heart attacks'. 1. when i was showering. washing off the conditioner from my hair - u should know that, after conditioning, one's hair becomes really smooth, so i was basically running my fingers through my hair, combing, smoothing the conditioner off... when suddenly... i felt something rough, furry, and with seemingly numerous sections/legs!!! i immediately brushed it off my hair, and to my surprise, when i looked at it in horror as it fell onto the ground of the bathroom... i realised that it was nothing but 1 piece of fake eyelash... *DIAO* 2. when i was decorating my phone with blings + superglue. i apologize that im unable to do into detail here, as its gonna be kinda obscene. will only share this with closer female friends who ask me about it ya? but all i can say is, it was something embarrassing, shocking, unbelievable, painful, and most importantly, it was just this close to being DANGEROUS... but thank goodness... it was you3 jing1 wu2 xian3 once again... but ive definitely learnt to be more careful when handling superglue... =x 3. mummy left a tied-up KFC plastic bag of food on the dining table. when i was untying it, a fucking lizard jumped out, which in turn, made me jump. fuck lar, not the 1st time iv had such encounters with lizards... but still... arghs... (did i mention that when i was in primary school, there was this time that a lizard landed ON my arm??!!) I HATE LIZARDSSS!!! alright, just ranting. looking forward to the reunion dinners as well as juliet's house party on the 27th! whee
2:32 PM
Thursday, January 22, 2009
ktv tonight with jan n her friends... turns out that bree's sis was among the group as well... what a small world! recently its been more of chillout, ktv, nua at home... clubbing's like totally outta my life already whenever i go clubbing recently, i feel tired, n i realised i tend to keep wondering when my friends will decide that its time to go home... =x i feel olllldddd~~~ or mayb im just not in the mood for it... really stressed over studies... and $ issues... went for my 1st jap language lecture today... and i was kinda totally lost? and the fckin textbooks cost me $60... had no choice but to buy them (very very reluctantly) cuz it was compulsory to do so. i know i know $60 is not ALOT, but i juz feel pissed cuz im spending it on something that i dont want and hate. thats the thing. ew books ewww. and im the sort who's too lazy to sell my used textbooks, unlike what most students do. 95% of my textbooks since yr 1, are still with me. i simply keep procrastinating semester after semester. hmm... in a blink of an eye... school life's gonna finally come to an end... and i don't know if i should feel happy or sad about it... i just find it really scary how time flies... im afraid of changes that might come... and im afraid that things that im comfortable with now, might not remain the way they are... but what can anyone do about things like these... life is full of uncertainty... thats why some feel better cuz they have e 'god' to turn to... and religion to guide them but i dont. right now im just... lost... i need someone, somehow, to enlighten me... i need to find out what i really want in life. what am i going to do after i graduate? im sure some can really tel that im super disturbed and stressed up this sem... im sure u can tel from the way im writing now! -__-" for now, i just hope that everything goes well for my family, and baby of course. i'd be satisfied :) also, iv been playing this game Left 4 Dead recently. joleen was the one who first introduced it to me while we were gaming at the LAN shop... then baby and i downloaded it onto our comps and started playing at home... i remember there was 1 night, we played for 4-5 hours till 6am...n i couldnt wake up for school the next day...arghs upcoming... - CNY, of course! - i really have no clue what to do/buy for baby for V-day - Alexis's wedding on V-day! (will be attending!) congrats! - driving test (TP) on 2nd march! i must passsssss!
12:29 PM
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
oh my its been a LONG while since i last updated i dunno y but iv been so busy! hardly even online. but now that school has started again, im back at the comp -__- iv got lotsa stuff to blog about, but im lazy~ why? because iv got to maintain my module blog! im supposed to update weekly, some sort of a learning jouney... and since its gonna b graded, it's more important than my personal blog (for the time being) rite... also, i accidentally burnt my laptop's keypad (i left my curling tongs on top of the keypad for like...5 seconds, while i was separating a lock of hair to curl... and viola, the keypad sorta 'melted'...) wtf manz... luckily baby didnt get angry with me..since he was the one who bought the laptop.. and also fortunately, only the alphabet 'E' is damaged... i have to press really hard on it! hence, it really slows down my typing speed, and makes me not feel like blogging at all. zzz i duno how i can fix it... any1 knows? so, for now, im juz gona update in point form, so that i dont forget the events which had taken place in my life! (the purpose of my blog is mainly for me to remember stuff which has happened... so im juz gonna write in my own 'language', and if u dont understand wad iv written...too bad for u. heehee kiddin ;p) Xmas eve: lunch with baby's family at Soup Restaurant, dinner with my family at Brassiere Wolf. really enjoyed myself as it was pretty cosy, simple, and i simply love 'gatherings' New Year's eve: Siloso Beach Party, everything free, thanks to NICK! but... i puked! lol. horrible horrible. hows things going with baby? great! really vvvvvv happy, cuz he bought me something which i really really really wanted... LV Monogram Vernis Bellevue PM in Violette! as well as an anniversary bracelet... *appreciate it really, touched* ![]() but im thinking of exchanging it for the Alma instead, in Amarante. y exchange? cuz baby bought it as a surprise, and he did not really know which colour i wanted. i think violette's beautiful but kina hard to match! that's why im thinking of getting another colour. Amarante is close to black, so it'd prolly look appropriate with any-coloured outfit! i will definitely change the colour, but im not sure if i should change to Alma, or stick to Bellevue. what do u think? advice pls! im also in love with this key holder, but i can only fantasize, cuz its fucking expensive, and i will NOT spend that much money on a keyring?!?!?! nonononono furthermore, im gonna be cutting down on work and events this semester, because its my final semester in school, and my results so far, is damn shitty and borderline! if i do not buck up this sem, i might risk not being able to graduate luh. and i do NOT wanna spend/waste anymore time studying!!!!! last but definitely not least, i dropped 1 module last sem, so this sem, iv got to make up for it, and instead of the usual 5 modules, iv got 6 modules to take! help!!! i really wish to concentrate on my studies this sem, so friends, pls help by reminding and encouraging me to work hard, wake up for school etc ok? thanks, hugs~~~ p.s. anyone who can provide me with V-day tips/ideas pls mail me at ms.lady.scarlette@gmail.com!
6:25 AM
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
iv been so happy. slacking, lazing around, earning money, going out, and having fun everyday, irregardless of what i do. and i feel that WE r getting happier and happier. its been 1 year+ my longest relationship so far? yea my relationships seldom last 1 yr+, and usually by the 8th month, i start feeling bored... or serious problems start surfacing... however, with baby... i still feel like... im able to go on... i still feel... fresh? haha i guess what i mean is, i feel right. on this cold, rainy eve of xmas eve, i just wanna say that, every moment spent with u baby...i feel happy :) yes of course its not perfect. u still make me angry, make me cry, make me disappointed, make me very very hurt. but at the end of the day, im glad we are both always able to look past the problems, and make peace with each other again ;p and honestly, i doubt id be happy if my relationship were to be smooth-sailing all the time, peaceful... id be bored! all these ups and downs actually 'spice' up the relationship, help us understand each other better, and even bond us closer together... looking back, we've indeed been through a good deal of obstacles... and looking back, some of the events still make me feel angry, embarrassed, guilty, disappointed, troubled... while others, on the other hand, make me laugh. 1 of the most memorable incidents: i still cant believe i have to resort to threatening to break up with you, and cry my eyes swollen, JUST SO THAT YOU WILL *** ** * ******* (YOU know what im talkin about) seriously, it was heartbreaking back then, but now, its hilarious. haha... at this point, i have an xmas wish. i hope u will take care of your health. i love spending my days with u, n i want it to carry on and on and on... thats y i hope that u stop smoking... take care of your health... and not take it for granted, or worse still, RUIN it! of course i dont expect u to stop altogether at once, but at least, try to cut down. honestly smoking doesnt bring any benefit anyway. i hope u will cut down on ur computer games, because i KNOW u r made for bigger, better things. and hmm 1 of my biggest xmas wishes is for my parents to somehow move into babys house, and for both families to live together! so that -i wont be missing my family all the time while im staying over at babys place, or -i wont be missing baby when im at my home and he's at his own home, or -i wont have to keep travellin to and fro, moving bags of stuff here n there. arghs. im a lazy person! anyway, another thing worthy of celebration: i passed my final theory test! whee both btt and ftt passed on 1st attempt. wait n see, i'll pass my practical test on 1st attempt as well! cannot break the chain! im determinedddddddddd! im quite confident of passing the tp test as i erm. ahem. already know how to drive, more or less. hehe. was kinda surprised and thankful that i passed the ftt, cuz actually i only 'really' started studyin, 1 night before the test... and i calculated, there were like 9 questions which i kinda guessed the answers for, when if im not wrong, the maximum no. of incorrect answers allowed was only erm.. 5? so i was rather worried! but o well, not to worry anymore! iv been very happy ever since hols begun... so...erm... for the time being, i shall not worry myself by thinkin about the frightful PAP smear! so yes, im officially PROCRASTINATING! lalala jingle bells...~~~
12:21 PM
Monday, December 15, 2008
week 1 of procrastination. as u might have guessed...i have not (yet) gone for my PAP smear. =x uhh uhh... i was busy! =x really! i did not even party during ZoukOut, i was workin -_- ![]() was supposed to work for Ripcurl but last min changed to Chivas. i miss my dear shyna! sad tt we're unable to work together for Zoukout for the 2nd consequetive year! i did not even get to see her at all, throughout the entire Zoukout! =( but thankfully, i had my darling babes, hannah, amanda, donna, adeline and eveline at the Chivas Live booth! ![]() and it was really fun workin w these amazing babes, as well as other staff, especially the big, muscular security personnel stationed at the entrance. everyone was so so nice, that's why i decided to stay on and continue to work till 5am, even though we were supposed to be let off at 3am. was really thankful that i had hannah with me yet again! she makes work less boring, more fun! ![]() however, both of us got molested while walking from our booth to the other side of the party. 1 fuckin indian carressed my ass..!!! i SLAPPED his sweaty back and flashed my middle finger. there were police stationed nearby, but i figured there was no point 'reporting' this to them, because in a matter of seconds, that indian bastard had already slipped away and blended into the crowd. anyway, i believe such molesting cases are kinda inevitable in an environment like that, and i dont suppose the police would be able to do much about it. -_- today i went to kbox with baby. our 1st time ktv-ing together in 1 year. how pathetic right. haha oh well, he's not exactly the ktv-sort. usually i go with my gal pals, like the jiemeis, queeine gang, or nus gang. the most recent session was on the 2nd day of my holiday. - belle, xiao xuan, pauline and i went to top one ktv. really like that place! after which, we headed to the arcade in bugis to play LOTS of silly games! it was so fun though. a great way to unwind and relax, after so much crazy mugging! anyway, im really really really glad that exams are over, as im seriously enjoying every bit of my holidays... woohoo!!!
10:29 AM
Monday, December 8, 2008
people who are looking for my sales post, it's here! http://scarletteshoppe.livejournal.com first official collection gonna be up next week for now, just make do with some 'mixture' items ya? =)) ![]() What's this you ask? It's a PAP Smear, - something which al sexually active women above 21 should do annually. it helps to detect any abnormalities.. and most importantly, CERVICAL CANCER. (anita mui was a sad example) im someone who's rather health-conscious, and paranoid... and i know i should do for the test, for my own good... but im super nervous luhhhh!!! maddie described the process to me... and it soundd scary! as though the doctor's gona pry open your vagina... i mean...inserting a METAL speculum into the vagina to 'open it up'..... *faints* but after reading through forums and doing some research, most ladies reported that it is a relatively fast (30 sec?) and pain-free process (unless you are too nervous, and tense up your muscles too much) i know when im doing the test, i will tell myself, in my mind 'relax. its nothing luh. its just 30 seconds. most people said its painless. ok i am relaxed. relax. keep it up. relax. im a strong girl. ok im so relaxed. im ready for it.' but sometimes, you simply cannot control or resist natural reflexes, despite how much you console/reassure yourself psychologically rite..? i mean imagine someone's finger approaching your eye. no matter how hard u tell urself to keep that eye open, you will still blink eventually! similarly, no matter how hard i try to relax those muscles....i believe they will eventually still tense up, when i sense that horrible metal thingy approaching... ahhh help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i don't wanna like...avoid this test just because im afraid... it's not good! so i know i am going for it, for sure. within these few days. WISH ME LUCK.
11:18 AM
Thursday, December 4, 2008
ATTENTION! MY ONLINE SALES WILL BE MOVED TO http://scarletteshoppe.livejournal.com/ (gawd i spent such a long time working on it and figuring livejournal out. arghs) stay tuned for the 1st official collection to be launched by next week! in the meantime please buy my random stuff (all brand new!) Finally my exams are over!!! i think i will do very BADLY. but heck. this most important thing is IM FREE!!! My next 'obstacle' - 19dec. final theory test. i aim to pass on my 1st attempt. I MUST I MUST! In the meantime, for tomorrow, its gonna be shopping, followed by KTV, followed by work at Supperclub, and lastly, a night at Zouk! And also, im gonna be doing up my online shop... and also, plans of selling some stocks in retail shops in Bugis Junction and Far East! *** excited *** Last but not least, i can't wait to get the inflatable swimming pool! There's just so much to do! I love holidays!!!
12:44 PM
Friday, November 28, 2008
HELLO. im gonna sell off some stuff! lazy to create a separate blogshop... will do so soon... in the meantime, pls put up with this! ALL ITEMS ARE BRAND NEW, FOR SURE. we've got more than 1 piece for most items, but stocks are limited. click on the thumbnails for a better and clearer view of the images. items to be sold on a 1st-to-pay basis, to account: POSB Savings 037-34493-1 item will be mailed out 1 day after payment has been verified. prices are inclusive of postage. registered mail at an additional $2.40. direct all questions/orders to ms.lady.scarlette@gmail.com 1. SOLD OUT! (might be able to restock, let me know if u wanna reserve a piece!) ![]() ![]() ![]() inspired by Taiwan's PussyCatDolls range of sexy club wear ![]() ![]() ![]() wear it as a top ![]() ![]() ![]() or even as a dress the halter strap comes in the form of silver chains! sexy~~ an inner tube is included! $30.00 2. ![]() ![]() ![]() we've got the EXACT same design, in white! ![]() ![]() ![]() $25.00 3. ![]() ![]() ![]() Exact same design without the black straps (i suspect the black straps in the above photos are actually the model's bra straps. haha) ![]() available in grey and white $28.00 4. ![]() $23.00 5. ![]() ![]() $21.00 6. ![]() ![]() selling the one in grey can be worn as a sweater, or even adress high quality furrr $30.00 7. ![]() $30.00 8. ![]() ![]() ![]() i personally love the thin straps of this one-piece office-lady dress, as well as the tieable ribbon at the bust which gives a pretty runched effect! what's best, its silky and so nice to feel~~ available in blue as well. ![]() exact same piece sold out in Agri's shop! $26.00 9. SOLD OUT! ![]() $28.00 10. ![]() top: $28.00 bottom: $24.00 11. ![]() ![]() ![]() isn't this so romantic and fairy-like? ;p $30.00 12. ![]() ![]() double-layered glittery tube/halter. ain't it special? ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() alternative way of wearing it as a tube by tying the ribbons backwards. $28.00 13. ![]() ![]() ![]() this is unlike the usual kimono-style tops that you see around. it is made of thick, stretchy, glittery material! furthermore, the prints are so artsy and sophisticated ;p i'd say it's really a good buy. $28.00 14. ![]() ![]() this is so 'taiwanese' as well as kawaii! ;p ![]() available in pink, white, blue, red, yellow, black ![]() longer-sleeved version is available as well. $20.00 15. SOLD OUT! ![]() ![]() 'KAI'-inspired. lovely lace details ![]() pair it with jeans and boots! $25.00 16. ![]() ![]() $26.00 17. ![]() this screams 'Sunshine Girl'! simply love the colour! *pic credits to Dainty Damsels $26.00 18. ![]() ![]() material is kinda velvety. lovely prints! $25.00 19. SOLD OUT! ![]() ![]() *pic credits to theblacksequin $24.00 20. ![]() ![]() satin halter/tube with sexy black lace details ![]() ![]() wear it as a tube ![]() or a halter. pair it with a high waist pencil skirt! $22.00 21. ![]() *pic credits to MeltCouture $22.00
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