havent had time to update at all.
u guys must have been wondering if iv gotten into a road accident already or not right..??
well the answer is, NO!
i mean yea i did bump into things/curbs once or twice, but its all minor
so far so good! iv been able to find my way around, even without GPS!
thanks to my baby, my human-GPS/street directory. he gives good, reliable directions, UNLIKE ELVYN SIM!!!! gave me inaccurate info n caused me to miss the exit to orchard road, and i ended up having to pass 3 ERPs as a result. boo!!

actually iv got so much to say, so much to complain about school, stress, fucked up people etc...
but iv got no time, no mood, no energy to write so much.
and y bother blogging about the unhappy things right...
i just cant wait 4 sch to end in about 1mths time... for exams 2 b over... and stuff...
uv no idea how im gonna celebrate the end of my schooling journey when it finally comes!!!!!!!!

for now, im a super busy, drained, lifeless soul... but a happy one nonetheless...
thats cuz i feel really fortunate to have my baby with me...
when times are bad, he's always here to help me, support me, take care of me...
im really touched by baby's actions...
he makes me feel guilty cuz hes just... doing so much for me...
i feel that i dont deserve it... i feel bad...

today, baby helped me. without hesitation at all, although it's quite a major issue/sacrifice.
baby's actions, at least to me, reflected "selflessness"
baby takes care of me, as much as (or even more than) how my parents take care of me...
im so grateful and touched...
thank you... thank you...
that's all that i can say/do now... but give me a few more months...just a lil more time to settle school stuff/regain financial stability
and i'll put into action, how much i love you, and how much i wanna care for you and make u happy...

i feel that im a fortunate girlfriend.
i know there are girls out there, whose bfs cheat on them/abuse them... thats sad...
while on the other hand, there r also girls whose bfs shower them with gifts etc... well thats perfect! sooo luckyyy!
but im really really happy the way things are, for me, now...
obviously i do not get abused... neither do i get gifts from baby everyday/every week...
but yes, baby does buy me stuff, like ask me to get all items when i cant choose between a couple of choices (or example, rings from Diva) , or, help me transfer $ for my online shopping... and of course, the more pricey anniversary/special occasion gifts, like my beloved LV vernis bellevue!
hmm, i feel that these are enough already... im satisfied =)
most importantly, he brings me fun and laughter... in a simple way... just hanging out together in his room, making fun of each other... being together, doing things together...
i dont know y but... its so simple, YET so enjoyable!

actually, im guilty of complaining to friends that my bf is boring... dun like to go out, dun take me to interesting places etc...
im also guilty of complaining directly to baby, that he's so boring.
-_-
but in the end, why isit that, now that im alone in my room, in my own house, without baby, that i actually feel like, something is amiss...
and.. im actually feeling so bored/lonely that i resort to blogging...?
hmmm i guess the only explanation is... perhaps, unknowingly, iv really fallen in love with u, and ur company... u lil silent killer.
i miss your presence!
goodnight!

I PASSED MY DRIVNG TEST!!!
I CAN FINALLY BE ON THE ROADS, LEGALLY!!
WHEE!!!
IM SUPER HAPPY!!!
=DDDDDDDDDDDD

thanks to MR PECK CHIN HUAT, my amazing driving instructor! yes yes i'll definitely intro students to him!
thanks to MR GOH LIM HENG, my nice tester!
thanks to everyone who have allowed me to drive your vehicle before!
thanks to baby for being there, waiting for me, giving me crash courses... all that and more!
=DDD