iv been so happy.
slacking, lazing around, earning money, going out, and having fun everyday, irregardless of what i do.
and i feel that WE r getting happier and happier.
its been 1 year+
my longest relationship so far?
yea my relationships seldom last 1 yr+, and usually by the 8th month, i start feeling bored... or serious problems start surfacing...
however, with baby... i still feel like... im able to go on... i still feel... fresh? haha
i guess what i mean is, i feel right.

on this cold, rainy eve of xmas eve, i just wanna say that, every moment spent with u baby...i feel happy :)
yes of course its not perfect.
u still make me angry, make me cry, make me disappointed, make me very very hurt.
but at the end of the day, im glad we are both always able to look past the problems, and make peace with each other again ;p
and honestly, i doubt id be happy if my relationship were to be smooth-sailing all the time, peaceful...
id be bored!
all these ups and downs actually 'spice' up the relationship, help us understand each other better, and even bond us closer together...
looking back, we've indeed been through a good deal of obstacles...
and looking back, some of the events still make me feel angry, embarrassed, guilty, disappointed, troubled... while others, on the other hand, make me laugh.

1 of the most memorable incidents: i still cant believe i have to resort to threatening to break up with you, and cry my eyes swollen, JUST SO THAT YOU WILL *** ** * ******* (YOU know what im talkin about)
seriously, it was heartbreaking back then, but now, its hilarious. haha...

at this point, i have an xmas wish.
i hope u will take care of your health. i love spending my days with u, n i want it to carry on and on and on... thats y i hope that u stop smoking... take care of your health... and not take it for granted, or worse still, RUIN it! of course i dont expect u to stop altogether at once, but at least, try to cut down. honestly smoking doesnt bring any benefit anyway.

i hope u will cut down on ur computer games, because i KNOW u r made for bigger, better things.

and hmm 1 of my biggest xmas wishes is for my parents to somehow move into babys house, and for both families to live together! so that
-i wont be missing my family all the time while im staying over at babys place, or
-i wont be missing baby when im at my home and he's at his own home, or
-i wont have to keep travellin to and fro, moving bags of stuff here n there. arghs. im a lazy person!

anyway, another thing worthy of celebration: i passed my final theory test!
whee both btt and ftt passed on 1st attempt.
wait n see, i'll pass my practical test on 1st attempt as well! cannot break the chain!
im determinedddddddddd!
im quite confident of passing the tp test as i erm. ahem. already know how to drive, more or less. hehe.
was kinda surprised and thankful that i passed the ftt, cuz actually i only 'really' started studyin, 1 night before the test... and i calculated, there were like 9 questions which i kinda guessed the answers for, when if im not wrong, the maximum no. of incorrect answers allowed was only erm.. 5? so i was rather worried!
but o well, not to worry anymore!

iv been very happy ever since hols begun...
so...erm... for the time being, i shall not worry myself by thinkin about the frightful PAP smear!
so yes, im officially PROCRASTINATING!
lalala
jingle bells...~~~

week 1 of procrastination.
as u might have guessed...i have not (yet) gone for my PAP smear. =x
uhh uhh... i was busy! =x
really!
i did not even party during ZoukOut, i was workin -_-



was supposed to work for Ripcurl but last min changed to Chivas.
i miss my dear shyna! sad tt we're unable to work together for Zoukout for the 2nd consequetive year! i did not even get to see her at all, throughout the entire Zoukout! =(

but thankfully, i had my darling babes, hannah, amanda, donna, adeline and eveline at the Chivas Live booth!



and it was really fun workin w these amazing babes, as well as other staff, especially the big, muscular security personnel stationed at the entrance. everyone was so so nice, that's why i decided to stay on and continue to work till 5am, even though we were supposed to be let off at 3am. was really thankful that i had hannah with me yet again! she makes work less boring, more fun!



however, both of us got molested while walking from our booth to the other side of the party. 1 fuckin indian carressed my ass..!!! i SLAPPED his sweaty back and flashed my middle finger.
there were police stationed nearby, but i figured there was no point 'reporting' this to them, because in a matter of seconds, that indian bastard had already slipped away and blended into the crowd.
anyway, i believe such molesting cases are kinda inevitable in an environment like that, and i dont suppose the police would be able to do much about it. -_-

today i went to kbox with baby. our 1st time ktv-ing together in 1 year. how pathetic right. haha
oh well, he's not exactly the ktv-sort.
usually i go with my gal pals, like the jiemeis, queeine gang, or nus gang.
the most recent session was on the 2nd day of my holiday. - belle, xiao xuan, pauline and i went to top one ktv. really like that place!
after which, we headed to the arcade in bugis to play LOTS of silly games! it was so fun though. a great way to unwind and relax, after so much crazy mugging!
anyway, im really really really glad that exams are over, as im seriously enjoying every bit of my holidays... woohoo!!!

people who are looking for my sales post, it's here!

http://scarletteshoppe.livejournal.com

first official collection gonna be up next week
for now, just make do with some 'mixture' items ya? =))




What's this you ask?
It's a PAP Smear, - something which al sexually active women above 21 should do annually.
it helps to detect any abnormalities.. and most importantly, CERVICAL CANCER. (anita mui was a sad example)

im someone who's rather health-conscious, and paranoid...
and i know i should do for the test, for my own good...
but im super nervous luhhhh!!!
maddie described the process to me... and it soundd scary! as though the doctor's gona pry open your vagina...
i mean...inserting a METAL speculum into the vagina to 'open it up'..... *faints*

but after reading through forums and doing some research, most ladies reported that it is a relatively fast (30 sec?) and pain-free process (unless you are too nervous, and tense up your muscles too much)
i know when im doing the test, i will tell myself, in my mind 'relax. its nothing luh. its just 30 seconds. most people said its painless. ok i am relaxed. relax. keep it up. relax. im a strong girl. ok im so relaxed. im ready for it.'
but sometimes, you simply cannot control or resist natural reflexes, despite how much you console/reassure yourself psychologically rite..?
i mean imagine someone's finger approaching your eye. no matter how hard u tell urself to keep that eye open, you will still blink eventually!
similarly, no matter how hard i try to relax those muscles....i believe they will eventually still tense up, when i sense that horrible metal thingy approaching...

ahhh help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i don't wanna like...avoid this test just because im afraid... it's not good!
so i know i am going for it, for sure. within these few days.
WISH ME LUCK.

ATTENTION!
MY ONLINE SALES WILL BE MOVED TO

http://scarletteshoppe.livejournal.com/
(gawd i spent such a long time working on it and figuring livejournal out. arghs)

stay tuned for the 1st official collection to be launched by next week!
in the meantime please buy my random stuff (all brand new!)

Finally my exams are over!!!
i think i will do very BADLY.
but heck. this most important thing is IM FREE!!!
My next 'obstacle' - 19dec. final theory test.
i aim to pass on my 1st attempt. I MUST I MUST!
In the meantime, for tomorrow, its gonna be shopping, followed by KTV, followed by work at Supperclub, and lastly, a night at Zouk!
And also, im gonna be doing up my online shop... and also, plans of selling some stocks in retail shops in Bugis Junction and Far East! *** excited ***
Last but not least, i can't wait to get the inflatable swimming pool!
There's just so much to do! I love holidays!!!