today is the day i had multiple 'heart attacks'.

1. when i was showering.
washing off the conditioner from my hair - u should know that, after conditioning, one's hair becomes really smooth, so i was basically running my fingers through my hair, combing, smoothing the conditioner off... when suddenly... i felt something rough, furry, and with seemingly numerous sections/legs!!!
i immediately brushed it off my hair, and to my surprise, when i looked at it in horror as it fell onto the ground of the bathroom... i realised that it was nothing but 1 piece of fake eyelash... *DIAO*

2. when i was decorating my phone with blings + superglue.
i apologize that im unable to do into detail here, as its gonna be kinda obscene. will only share this with closer female friends who ask me about it ya? but all i can say is, it was something embarrassing, shocking, unbelievable, painful, and most importantly, it was just this close to being DANGEROUS... but thank goodness... it was you3 jing1 wu2 xian3 once again... but ive definitely learnt to be more careful when handling superglue... =x

3. mummy left a tied-up KFC plastic bag of food on the dining table. when i was untying it, a fucking lizard jumped out, which in turn, made me jump. fuck lar, not the 1st time iv had such encounters with lizards... but still... arghs... (did i mention that when i was in primary school, there was this time that a lizard landed ON my arm??!!) I HATE LIZARDSSS!!!

alright, just ranting.
looking forward to the reunion dinners
as well as juliet's house party on the 27th! whee

ktv tonight with jan n her friends...
turns out that bree's sis was among the group as well... what a small world!
recently its been more of chillout, ktv, nua at home...
clubbing's like totally outta my life already
whenever i go clubbing recently, i feel tired, n i realised i tend to keep wondering when my friends will decide that its time to go home... =x
i feel olllldddd~~~
or mayb im just not in the mood for it...
really stressed over studies... and $ issues...

went for my 1st jap language lecture today... and i was kinda totally lost? and the fckin textbooks cost me $60... had no choice but to buy them (very very reluctantly) cuz it was compulsory to do so.
i know i know $60 is not ALOT, but i juz feel pissed cuz im spending it on something that i dont want and hate. thats the thing. ew books ewww.
and im the sort who's too lazy to sell my used textbooks, unlike what most students do. 95% of my textbooks since yr 1, are still with me. i simply keep procrastinating semester after semester.
hmm... in a blink of an eye... school life's gonna finally come to an end...
and i don't know if i should feel happy or sad about it... i just find it really scary how time flies...
im afraid of changes that might come... and im afraid that things that im comfortable with now, might not remain the way they are...
but what can anyone do about things like these... life is full of uncertainty... thats why some feel better cuz they have e 'god' to turn to... and religion to guide them
but i dont.
right now im just... lost... i need someone, somehow, to enlighten me... i need to find out what i really want in life.
what am i going to do after i graduate?
im sure some can really tel that im super disturbed and stressed up this sem... im sure u can tel from the way im writing now! -__-"
for now, i just hope that everything goes well for my family, and baby of course. i'd be satisfied :)

also, iv been playing this game Left 4 Dead recently.
joleen was the one who first introduced it to me while we were gaming at the LAN shop... then baby and i downloaded it onto our comps and started playing at home...
i remember there was 1 night, we played for 4-5 hours till 6am...n i couldnt wake up for school the next day...arghs

upcoming...
- CNY, of course!
- i really have no clue what to do/buy for baby for V-day
- Alexis's wedding on V-day! (will be attending!) congrats!
- driving test (TP) on 2nd march! i must passsssss!

oh my its been a LONG while since i last updated
i dunno y but iv been so busy! hardly even online.
but now that school has started again, im back at the comp -__-

iv got lotsa stuff to blog about, but im lazy~
why? because iv got to maintain my module blog!
im supposed to update weekly, some sort of a learning jouney...
and since its gonna b graded, it's more important than my personal blog (for the time being) rite...

also, i accidentally burnt my laptop's keypad (i left my curling tongs on top of the keypad for like...5 seconds, while i was separating a lock of hair to curl... and viola, the keypad sorta 'melted'...)
wtf manz...
luckily baby didnt get angry with me..since he was the one who bought the laptop..
and also fortunately, only the alphabet 'E' is damaged... i have to press really hard on it!
hence, it really slows down my typing speed, and makes me not feel like blogging at all. zzz
i duno how i can fix it... any1 knows?

so, for now, im juz gona update in point form, so that i dont forget the events which had taken place in my life! (the purpose of my blog is mainly for me to remember stuff which has happened... so im juz gonna write in my own 'language', and if u dont understand wad iv written...too bad for u. heehee kiddin ;p)

Xmas eve: lunch with baby's family at Soup Restaurant, dinner with my family at Brassiere Wolf. really enjoyed myself as it was pretty cosy, simple, and i simply love 'gatherings'

New Year's eve: Siloso Beach Party, everything free, thanks to NICK! but... i puked! lol. horrible horrible.

hows things going with baby? great! really vvvvvv happy, cuz he bought me something which i really really really wanted... LV Monogram Vernis Bellevue PM in Violette! as well as an anniversary bracelet... *appreciate it really, touched*



but im thinking of exchanging it for the Alma instead, in Amarante. y exchange? cuz baby bought it as a surprise, and he did not really know which colour i wanted. i think violette's beautiful but kina hard to match! that's why im thinking of getting another colour. Amarante is close to black, so it'd prolly look appropriate with any-coloured outfit!


i will definitely change the colour, but im not sure if i should change to Alma, or stick to Bellevue.
what do u think? advice pls!



im also in love with this key holder, but i can only fantasize, cuz its fucking expensive, and i will NOT spend that much money on a keyring?!?!?! nonononono



furthermore, im gonna be cutting down on work and events this semester, because its my final semester in school, and my results so far, is damn shitty and borderline!
if i do not buck up this sem, i might risk not being able to graduate luh. and i do NOT wanna spend/waste anymore time studying!!!!!
last but definitely not least, i dropped 1 module last sem, so this sem, iv got to make up for it, and instead of the usual 5 modules, iv got 6 modules to take! help!!!
i really wish to concentrate on my studies this sem, so friends, pls help by reminding and encouraging me to work hard, wake up for school etc ok?
thanks, hugs~~~

p.s. anyone who can provide me with V-day tips/ideas pls mail me at ms.lady.scarlette@gmail.com!