Stop bugging me you bitch. annoying the hell outta me.

which bitch? some bitch who went to a birthday party, and told a stranger (who knew me) that i'm a slut, and that i fuck around.

wow, so daring to make such comments uh?

this same bitch denied everything when i confronted her, and bugged me everyday to remove her photos from my blog. what happened to those guts?

how did i get to know about this? unfortunately for her, the friend whom she bitched about me to, came to tell me about everythin she said.

apparently my friend was just trying to make conversation, so he casually asked her if she knew me, as she mentioned she was from DHS, and my friend knew that i was from that school too.

so she replied, 'yes she is a slut and she sleeps around!'

whoa whoa. this bitch happens to be my sec 1/2 ex-classmate, whom i remember being nice to. no bad blood between us at all.

when i told common friends about this matter, they all went 'HUH? ******(her name) ?! i can't believe it?!'

why this kinda response? cuz she seemED like the innocent, oblivious, mind-your-own-business, NICE sort...in the past...

but well, 2 lessons learnt: 1. people change, 2. do not judge a book by is cover. won't know what a person's thinkng inside ya?

ok anyway, y am i so agitated?

i mean, quite DUH rite? simply cuz i do NOT fuck around.

cmon, u're teling me you won't get angry if you get accused, or when you hear someone spreading SUCH a rumour about u out there?

if u say, camy is ugly. i don't care. it's ur opinion, and opinions are subjective.

but when u say 'camy sleeps around', it's a factual statement!

and people will probably think 'oh, camy's ex-classmate says she sleeps around! it's someone who knows camy personally, so it's probably true!'

and then that's how rumours spread from 1 to another, and seem to appear so true.

wah, if i allow her to carry on what she's doing, then what's gonna happen to my reputation.

y am i so agitated?

cuz i feel that this sounds so lame.

i broke contact with this bitch ever since we graduated from sec2 and went to separate classes in upper sec.

so is she tryin to imply that i was fucking around, ever since sec1/2, since that was the time she was actually in my social circle?

cmon. u believe that shit?

or mayb what she meant was that, recently she heard ppl saying that i am the sort who fuck around. so? just because you hear something, you go spread it around without verifying its accuracy? how irresponsible is that? n cmon uni student, i dun suppose you're that dumb to believe everything you hear from other ppl? do u have the proof to show that i sleep around?

you see, people have the guts to say anything they want or like, because they think that the person whom they are talking about, will not know about what they have said.

its just like internet forums/blog tagboards. people write all sort of nasty stuff to slam blog authors, cuz they have an annonymous identity to hide behind. u think these people will dare to say those nasty stuff to the face of their targets? seriously doubt so.

when discussing why the hell this bitch would wanna say such stuff about me, most of my friends came to the conclusion that, judging by her style from photos, she doesn't seem to be the sort who has had many boyfriends (i personlly don't even know if she has had any before =x) hence most probably she has never had sex before, and therefore she has something against other people whom she thinks, has had sex. (??) i dunno man.

when confronted, she conveniently said:

-i never said such stuff about you

-i don't know the friend who told you i said so

-i think your friend is trying to set me up

seriously. lol. are u askin for a tight slap?

why, why, why would my friend wanna set YOU up? like, of all people, why YOU?! why not someone else, like pamela, or jean, or stanley, why YOU?

no reason for doing so, because:

-we're not even close to each other, so if my friend had an intention of ruining friendships, he should have chosen someone else.

-YOU are not a popular/famous figure that anyone would take notice of, so my friend would most likely not know of your very existence, UNLESS he indeed met u at a party, and conversed with you.

-as mentioned previously, u're not famous in any way, such that my friend would be jealous (?) of you, and hence wanna get you into trouble.

so in conclusion, if you've got the guts to say that i fuck around, please do yourself a favour to at least admit that you did it, and juz apologize, instead of trying so desperately to lie your way out of trouble, and in the process make yourself look so stupid and pathetic.

do u think this post sounds very mean? no, im not bitching, i'm juz writing out what i feel in my heart. i'd never say anything nasty about this girl, if not for what she'd done. at least i have the courtesy to not mention her name at all throughout my post. so yea, if u're reading this, DON'T bug me to remove my post because there is no indication that i'm talking about you. This is my blog and i write whatever i want, just like how you said whatever you liked about me. At least i'm openly airing my thoughts, unlike you, swallowing your words - coward.

ABOUT TIME i moved on to more meaningful things!

recently iv been SO busy. REALLY busy.

somehow there seems to be so many events going on in september... and i've kinda been workin/going for castings a few times every week!

not to mention school. 8am lecture? 5 day week? seriously killin me!

those who know me well will probably say, 'aiya, u confirm skip 8am lecture luh!'

yea if i had a choice i would! but i kena complained for not attending the 1st 3 lectures... u see, the class's so small that the lecturer can tell who's here and who's not. <- Photography module. i hate it! although there's no exam at the end of the year, the workload is crazy!

i left NUS 3 hours ago at 1030pm, cuz i was busy snapping photos of people, for this week's assignment. sigh. the assignment's so silly lar. make us snap pics of students. imagine how awkward/pissed off they feel, being photographed by a stranger, and not knowing where the pics are gonna appear (on a slideshow presentation, and shown to a class of 25 people HAHA) i also feel paiseh snapping them without their consent can. -_-

apart from school and work, my birthday also has to fall on his month! how great. -_-

i will update in another post, on how it all went. so far so good :)

party's comin up next week. kinda excited, but the planning kinda sux!

so right now i'm busy with bday planning, assignments, a few castings and work...

and then right after the bday party's done, it's gonna be time for F1 - which means a few days of work lined up all in a row.

whee prepare to fall ill due to fatigue~!

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