hey im back to blogging again, because there are just too many precious moments that i can't afford to lose, but risk losing by just leaving them somewhere inside my memory!

this time round however, it's gonna be very privte, low-key, just words... no photos, no camwhoring...

xx vs dy blog wars/quarreling shitz/flaming... no. leave me outta them.

for the past few months, iv been truly happy, very happy.

genting, bangkok...just relaxing and having fun, casting all troubles away.

i have to thank my baby for bringing me around, providing for me, becoming a more thoughtful and sensitive boyfriend.

when i asked, 'do u think u are treating me better nowadays?'

he replied, 'hmmm? perhaps? but more or less the same though... iv always been nice to u wat.'

baby you might not feel that you have changed drastically, but to me, i see it all so clearly, the small things. cuz they matter to me.

i am finally contented. i can finally think of myself as one of those 'fortunate girlfriends'.

it's been close to 9months. im amazed. to be truthful, i never quite expected this relationship to last. but now, i feel that our relationship has progressed into a new phase, a higher level.

couple of times, i almost ruined it, beause of stupid temptations. but come to think of it, if it weren't cuz of the existence of these silly happenings, i wouldnt have come to see what's important/worthy to hold on to, and what's not.

so i thank all the characters/obstacles that once came between our relationship, for making our bond stronger in the end.

baby's birthday is approaching!

and we both agreed that i shall just sponsor his tattoo, since he's a VERY choosy person, and there will be a high possibility that i might buy something he dislikes, if i were to go shopping for a birthday gift on my own.

it's not that im a lousy girlfriend and don't understand his tastes well, but he is really very difficult to please! haha.

then again, i admit i havent been a good girlfriend either. iv never really bought my bf anything for the past 9 months, except for...a heart shaped slice of strawberry cake (which he didnt like), a pen modeled after a biscuit-stick (which i forced him to use for school), random samples from my CLEO goodie bag, a pair of sunglasses that i found..yikes, simpsons boxers, a bedside lamp which costs $5... thats about it! gosh, my poor boyfriend =x

i admit, i did not invest my 100% in the relationship, majority of the time. but now, things are different.

in 4 days' time, he's gonna be in for a surprise. i've got it all planned. now iv just gotta get my lazy ass off to WORK!

im excited bout it :)

im so happy cuz Qi is back in sg! vacation for a month.

the only once when all 4 of us were gathered together, was when we went for eyebrow trimming + chillout dinner... then for subsequent meetings, 1 of us was always absent. so sad.

anyhows, there was, dinner at bugis, lingerie browsing, st james, tasty hot dogs, supper at changi village, and the adorable kittens... i missed out on the Top One KTV session! arghs :(

don't u miss my voice Qi? hahas.

in what seems like a twinkle of an eye, Qi's heading back to LA in 2 days' time :(

i will miss u girl... it's gonna be a long 9mths... but hey, there's nothing that our sisterhood can't conquer yea? :)

speaking of leaving, steph recently left us for studies as well.

so now, 2 of my 4-man-cliques are left with only 3 men. sigh.

although i havent known steph for a very long time, and although i first got to know her through a friend during a casual clubbing session, i feel that we really do have an amazing chemistry, and i just feel so comfortable sharing my thoughts and secrets with her... (i feel comfortable french-kissin her as well! lol)

together, olivia, juliet, steph and i never fail to have FUN, be it the usual crazy clubbing nights, or simple dinners/catch up sessions, and even hitting the beach!

i can't wait for u to return in 4 months time so we can resume our 4-man girly outings.

another person who has already left... is rubin.

the person... who made me fall in love with salmon mentaiyaki

... who made me fall in love with dan ryan's chilli cup and sauteed mushrooms

... who made me read a novel out of my own accord, after god-knows-how-many-years of not reading storybooks

the person who feel utterly disgusted whenever i share my pains about menstrual cramps and periods. and it shows on his facial expression. damn funny.

oh rubs, i miss u too.

sometimes i wonder, why must it be my dearest friends who have to leave, and not other people? y not that certain mr E who has a hobby of lying and crashing other ppls' cars? y can't horrible people like these leave/disappear, like poof. grr. fuckers.

but o well, there's really alot more to life than being upset with insignificant/unimportant people, agree? agreed.

im off to supper with my neighbour-cum-ex-TJ-climbing-buddy, jee dog. whee!

Let's get FaT!!!

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