UBU Blues =(
UBU stands for Uber Big Ulcer
its on the top left side of my lip, and its in such a 'strategic location', that every single movement i make, will cause it to sting, even drinking water, lickin my lips, and smiling too widely.
!!!
i always feel hungry, but i hardly am able to eat because each bite that i take requires so much physical pain, and on top on that, mental strength.
explanation? before i send the spoon into my mouth, i muz mentally prepare myself for the pain that i will experience when the food comes into contact with the ulcer, and then take a deep breath + a leap of faith before taking the bite. or, i try to think of new eating positions whereby i can send the food in, without touching that spot, such as tilting my head, taking mini-bites etc, but to no avail. -_-

the worst thing happened last night, when i worked a an event at Garibaldi. we were supposed to be formal and polite throughout the event, but once it was over, the Italian managers led us into the kitchen and said 'Let's Party!!!'
i really like the working atmosphere in Garibaldi, as all the staff seem like a happy family, and the managers are so funny, constantly entertaining their staff and everyone else. how nice.
hence, i did not wanna be a spoilsport when they passed us tequila shots and urged us to drink up. but i was really reluctant in my heart, because, as u know, tequila shot glases are like, lined with SALT.
and... salt + ulcer = ultimate killer experience
and... indeed it was -_-
but today however, my ulcer did recover slightly, so its not too bad uh.

i guess i will be pretty depressed for the coming weeks, as it is, yet again, the annual exam mad rush.
website + brochure due on 21st Nov
3215 MCQ exam on 27th Nov
3224 Essay exam on 4th Dec
actually it aint that bad cuz everything's rather spread out, and iv got a couple of non-examinable modules, not to mention of course, im also taking 1 less module this sem.
but but but the website n brochure thingy is really killin mee~
good luck to all who are in the same boat.