had lunch with the gang, xiao xuan, belle, pauline, and even elvyn at Munchie Monkeys yesterday.
the last time i visited that place was in year 1 or year 2 (1st semester)... how time flies
how i miss the times when either me, or xiao xuan were still staying in hall
the 4 of us could just roam around school, have our annual "Friendship Day" where we'd order Pizza and make a din in the lounge, and most importantly, have a place to slack and SLEEP during breaks or after school!
with a hostel room on campus, all 4 of us would still see each other frequently, and watch dvds, chill together in the room, despite having totally different schedules, and not seeing each other in school at all.
without a hostel, its so hard for us to come together, especially when we're no longer taking like, 3 to 4 common modules.


but im rather thankful that last semester, i happened to find a khaki/bro to slack and chill together in school etc.
its funny how we were the 'odd' ones out in a project group - the other 3 were like, quiet, nerdy, hardworking, studious... u get the drift...
whereas my pal here, had couple of piercings on his face, often came into class with half-opened eyes, wears rocker-style cuffs etc...
before we were assigned into the same group, never expected that id someday be close to this guy but i guess this is what people call 'fate'.


im also happy that this semester, i managed to meet a group of very fun-loving and wonderful project mates...and i think we did rather well for our project presentation. cheers!
im happy that 2 of my major projects have been submitted. IM DONE WITH THEM DAWGGGGG!!!
i had so much fun opening my folders, and deleting all the related information, documents and picture files accumulated for the project. out out out of my life!!!
im also done with tutorials! no more tutorials! whee!
i do not attend lectures at all, and i attend tutorials just cause attendance is marked.
now, with the cessation of tutorials, i officially do not have to go to school anymore. whee!!!
however, exam dates are drawing near... the season of mad-rush and extreme mugging yet again.
i don't know about others, but i really hate being a student. then again, when i begin working, i bet i'll say that i miss being a student.
but when u work, at least u get $ what... hahas


anyway, i had the honour of celebrating wan's bday yesterday, just a quiet simple one, with only me and her.
we went to Top One Ktv, and had so much fun singing non stop, just like the old OLD times.
i remember in seconday school, we used to keep going to kbox every weekend!
however, as we get older, so many things change, really.
im now like, totally different from what i was, from a mere 1 year ago? i dont know why it is so, but for me, i realised that, from phase to phase, for example, sec sch -> jc -> uni, i change drastically.
i was once quiet, insecure, innocent, clueless -> then i became rebellious and started dyeing hair etc -> then i became a strong christian, and totally became a kind-hearted, optimistic young girl -> then i entered jc, joined rockclimbing, and
became super motivated, mentally and physically strong, outgoing, cheerful etc -> then i became hooked onto clubbing n partying -> then i came out to work, and became fake and materialistic haha -> and up till now, i've become the sick-of-clubbing, lazy, unmotivated student with lousy grades. i feel like im no longer the nice, holy, good-natured young girl i used to be. i can be aggressive, fierce, rude etc...


speaking of which, a couple of dirty men pissed me off SO much last night, that i flashed my _|_ sign at them. yes it was that bad.
after our ktv session, we headed to arab street for shisha.
its weird that even though i was dressed in normal denim shorts and long-sleeved top, some ang mohs and indian men still try to be funny.
i seldom frequent arab street hence, correct me if im wrong, but, issit the culture at that place to like, try to talk to random strangers who walk past your table?
anyway that wasn't a big deal
what was of a greater concern was, this indian guy seated diagonally opposite from us, who kept on staring at our direction, making us feel extremely uncomfortable.
every single time i glanced at his direction, i noticed he was looking back. so i told wan to glare at him, both of us, at the same time, to force him to turn away. but guess what, he continued staring! wtf?!
when he finally left and walked past our seat, he had the audacity to raise his eyebrows and smile... EEEEEEEKKKKSSSSS!!! btw both of us were glaring when he did that. wad a moron?


felt much more comfortable after he left.
we noticed another indian guy who blew out smoke, as though he was a dragon blowing out fire!
wan and i then tried to "dragonize" as well, by attemping to imitate his style by inhaling deeply
soon after we sucked in, and puffed out so much air... i began to feel unwell =x
super bloated, and i felt like puking??? damn im so weak!!!
so dad came down to give us a lift home.


as i was feeling really unwell, i lay down on the backseat. but initially my legs were not laid flat on the seat, hence i think 2 men from a taxi beside us, noticed my leg sticking out, and they actually stood up in their taxi, so that they could see my
face/body!
they even told the taxi drive to drive forward/closer to our car.
it was already bad enough that they were staring, and invading my privacy, but they even had those cheeky expression on their faces!
AND the worst thing - they're like lao ah peks lar!!! seriously, how would they feel if other people did such a thing to their daughters or grand daughters?! wtf wtf wtf!!! i was SO angry!
so i sat up immediately, and GLARED at them. i thought, id just let it pass if they quit staring after i sat up.
but they continued staring and smiling, refusing to look away even though i was glaring at them with such intensity that i felt that my eyeballs were about to roll out.
and the worst thing was that, the traffic light refused to turn green, for what seemed like eternity, so they really got on my nerves...
...and i flashed my middle finger.
but that amused them even more! their grins grew wider, and one of them even pointed his middle finger back at me, with a big smile on his face, like ronald mcdonald.
at that point i felt as though i was gonna explode, but what could i do? it was really stupid of me to point my middle finger, cuz its actually a handsign thats demeaning to females. its so unfair. someone should really come up with a handsign which carries a meaning that is degrading towards males.
but anyway, i felt super super super angry, pissed off, objectified, victimized etc... i mean, this is singapore...???
and, as mentioned previously, i was dressed in normal shorts and a long sleeved top
are those old men so sexually deprived that they get turned on, just by looking at the sleeping position of a clothed girl? wad losers!
and what disgusted me the most is that they were old men.
simply because no matter how much i change as a person, iv always been someone who's very sympathetic towards the elderly. that has never changed.
when i see old people working as cleaners, or begging by the roadside etc, my mood gets affected.
but last night, i was disappointed that some of these old people, are actually like THAT.


but i refuse to let all these spoil my day. i had a blast with wan, and that's the thing that really matters.
i really enjoy and appreciate times spent with old friends of so many years, whom you're so comfortable with, that just by sitting down and chilling together, you feel like, it's an accomplished, meaningful session.
i love u wan, happy birthday! =)


previously i also attended my jiemei bree's poolside birthday party, whereby she got SO wasted, and had no choice but to call off the clubbing session that was scheduled after the party, and head home to rest instead.
she was totally hyper and cute when she was high. but kinda scary as well cuz she was raising her voice? hehehe
but anyway we made up for her birthday clubbing session by having a fun Halloween night celebration.
i dressed up as lara croft. lol! TJ was so sweet to lend me his seemingly-real gun that made a very shocking 'piak' noise when u pull the trigger. i havent returned it to him, so it's still with me. and 2 mornings in a row, baby called out my name from behind, and when i turned around, he pulled the trigger at me and started laughing after seeing my startled/shocked expression. like ERRRRRRR... -_- idiot!


anyways, janice dressed up as a bunny
pamela and JT wore masks, in the style of the mask of zorro
brina and her friends were dressed up as all-black angels with wings (for the guys), and all white angel with wings (for her)
alan did not dress up. lol
baby decided on his outfit a couple of hours before the party. he said he'd cut out a huge homer simpson face from his tshirt, mount it onto a board, and wear it as a mask.
but he fell asleep, instead of getting down to work on his mask. arghssss!!!
so in the end, he wore a smart white coat, wore sunglasses, and put on the white angel wings which i used for my birthday party and dumped in the car thereafter.
it was totally unplanned, but somehow he happened to fit into bree's black/white angel gang!
u noe, dressing up as an angel is actually a pretty common practice, nothing absolutely amazing about it. but when ur talking about 1 group of angels walking about together that night, people started to want to stop and take photos with them. hehe
i liked the whole atmosphere that night. people were happy, friendly, and we were surrounded by excitement, music, laughter... nice~
but we did not wanna go somewhere too crowded, especially after queueing outside Attica for half an hour in a line which did not seem to move, so we headed to Bellini Room, where there was live band and performances, rnb music to dance to in between sets, and SEATS! it was nice, especially with all my bestest pals with me =)
when the song "Low" played, and came to the part that went "Apple bottom jeans, boots with the furrrr...", janice and i were laughing at bree, cuz she was wearing white furry boots to match her angel outfit. hehe


wan is celebrating her bday at zouk tonight...not sure if i should go cuz iv got a small exam on monday? =x
decisions decisions decisions...