iv been so happy.
slacking, lazing around, earning money, going out, and having fun everyday, irregardless of what i do.
and i feel that WE r getting happier and happier.
its been 1 year+
my longest relationship so far?
yea my relationships seldom last 1 yr+, and usually by the 8th month, i start feeling bored... or serious problems start surfacing...
however, with baby... i still feel like... im able to go on... i still feel... fresh? haha
i guess what i mean is, i feel right.

on this cold, rainy eve of xmas eve, i just wanna say that, every moment spent with u baby...i feel happy :)
yes of course its not perfect.
u still make me angry, make me cry, make me disappointed, make me very very hurt.
but at the end of the day, im glad we are both always able to look past the problems, and make peace with each other again ;p
and honestly, i doubt id be happy if my relationship were to be smooth-sailing all the time, peaceful...
id be bored!
all these ups and downs actually 'spice' up the relationship, help us understand each other better, and even bond us closer together...
looking back, we've indeed been through a good deal of obstacles...
and looking back, some of the events still make me feel angry, embarrassed, guilty, disappointed, troubled... while others, on the other hand, make me laugh.

1 of the most memorable incidents: i still cant believe i have to resort to threatening to break up with you, and cry my eyes swollen, JUST SO THAT YOU WILL *** ** * ******* (YOU know what im talkin about)
seriously, it was heartbreaking back then, but now, its hilarious. haha...

at this point, i have an xmas wish.
i hope u will take care of your health. i love spending my days with u, n i want it to carry on and on and on... thats y i hope that u stop smoking... take care of your health... and not take it for granted, or worse still, RUIN it! of course i dont expect u to stop altogether at once, but at least, try to cut down. honestly smoking doesnt bring any benefit anyway.

i hope u will cut down on ur computer games, because i KNOW u r made for bigger, better things.

and hmm 1 of my biggest xmas wishes is for my parents to somehow move into babys house, and for both families to live together! so that
-i wont be missing my family all the time while im staying over at babys place, or
-i wont be missing baby when im at my home and he's at his own home, or
-i wont have to keep travellin to and fro, moving bags of stuff here n there. arghs. im a lazy person!

anyway, another thing worthy of celebration: i passed my final theory test!
whee both btt and ftt passed on 1st attempt.
wait n see, i'll pass my practical test on 1st attempt as well! cannot break the chain!
im determinedddddddddd!
im quite confident of passing the tp test as i erm. ahem. already know how to drive, more or less. hehe.
was kinda surprised and thankful that i passed the ftt, cuz actually i only 'really' started studyin, 1 night before the test... and i calculated, there were like 9 questions which i kinda guessed the answers for, when if im not wrong, the maximum no. of incorrect answers allowed was only erm.. 5? so i was rather worried!
but o well, not to worry anymore!

iv been very happy ever since hols begun...
so...erm... for the time being, i shall not worry myself by thinkin about the frightful PAP smear!
so yes, im officially PROCRASTINATING!
lalala
jingle bells...~~~