people who are looking for my sales post, it's here!

http://scarletteshoppe.livejournal.com

first official collection gonna be up next week
for now, just make do with some 'mixture' items ya? =))




What's this you ask?
It's a PAP Smear, - something which al sexually active women above 21 should do annually.
it helps to detect any abnormalities.. and most importantly, CERVICAL CANCER. (anita mui was a sad example)

im someone who's rather health-conscious, and paranoid...
and i know i should do for the test, for my own good...
but im super nervous luhhhh!!!
maddie described the process to me... and it soundd scary! as though the doctor's gona pry open your vagina...
i mean...inserting a METAL speculum into the vagina to 'open it up'..... *faints*

but after reading through forums and doing some research, most ladies reported that it is a relatively fast (30 sec?) and pain-free process (unless you are too nervous, and tense up your muscles too much)
i know when im doing the test, i will tell myself, in my mind 'relax. its nothing luh. its just 30 seconds. most people said its painless. ok i am relaxed. relax. keep it up. relax. im a strong girl. ok im so relaxed. im ready for it.'
but sometimes, you simply cannot control or resist natural reflexes, despite how much you console/reassure yourself psychologically rite..?
i mean imagine someone's finger approaching your eye. no matter how hard u tell urself to keep that eye open, you will still blink eventually!
similarly, no matter how hard i try to relax those muscles....i believe they will eventually still tense up, when i sense that horrible metal thingy approaching...

ahhh help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i don't wanna like...avoid this test just because im afraid... it's not good!
so i know i am going for it, for sure. within these few days.
WISH ME LUCK.