i think i was crazy last nite...
usually i'll take bus 151 from school, past bukit timah then get off to change bus
then i'll alight at the famous thomson roti prata house and take a cab to baby's place, cuz its really kinda far to walk...
but last night, i walked all the way back...=x took almost half an hour...

after that, around 3am, i dragged baby to go jogging!
i know, its nothing amazing or what, but... the point is, i havent jogged/had any urge to jog for like...a year?!
yes im serious, i havent been exercising at all...

but last night, i thinki was happy cuz iv got a 1 week midterm break!
I SERIOUSLY NEED A BREAK, IRREGARDLESS OF HOW SHORT IT MIGHT BE!!!!!!!!
u see, for the past 2 mth, iv been going to school religiously for at least 3 days a week...(hmm...its a big deal to me, cuz for the past 2 years iv been skipping sch, and mayb attending only like once a week? =x)
and iv been having to do alot of assignments, preparaion work, and project stuff...as my modules this sem r very taxing, ESPECIALLY JAPANESE. arghssssssss (iv got 3 jap tutorials, 2 of which are 2 hours long, and 1 lecture every week! wtf!)
the thing about jap lessons is...if the tutor ask u a question, and u did not prepare/study before the lesson, u will not be able to answer, and u'll be left super embarrassed. whereas its different for other modules - eg. for some/most? Arts modules, tutors ask rather 'opinion-based' questions whereby there's no definite right or wrong answer. basically u can just crap out some lame answer and the tutor cant exactly find fault w u.

but for jap,
1. tutor asks u question in jap.
2. u dont understand what the f she's saying cuz u did not prepare before tutorial
3. the class is silent, waiting for ur reponse. all eyes on u.
4. u can only go 'errr... errr....'
arghs super embarrassing!
and the thing is, the tutors make sure they question/test every single student, each lesson!
which is why, i have no choice but to study before tuts. sigh.
seriously, this is the 1st time iv been so 'serious' towards my studies, in 3 years...
in the past i used to just play/work/slack through the semester, until the final exams, when i'll start mugging laz minute...
what a 'model' student...

well, 2 more months and i'll be done with school FOR GOOD.
feel kinda sad now... how come life slips by so quickily... its like...u hardly notice it at all...scary
yet another phase of my life is going to end, and things are going to change again...
the phase that i enjoyed and treasured the most, was my JC days... rock climbing days... laughing like mad chicken everyday...doing sports, pushing my limits...feeling proud of myself... wtf i fucking miss those days... but the truth is i can never get it back again... sigh...

dammit this is getting so depressing.
change topic. im gonna get a set of car stickers printed overseas! (cuz sg so limited, and so ex)
and im gonna make it pinky, girly and all that!
i asked baby, 'if i wanna paste hello kitty on the outside of the car... bigbig one... how would u feel?'
he replied 'if u really want it, im fine with the idea'
arhhhh!!! i love my bf!!! hahahahahahahhahaha
i seriously think baby is so nice to me. i rmb the day he stuffed $50 in my wallet for no reason... just wantin me to hav enough $ to use... wanting me to take cab instead of public transport (such a looonnngggg and tiring journey esp in the evening where there's always horrible JAMS)
im really touched okayyy!!! i appreciate!!!
thank you for all the small things =)))

well anyway, i'll post up some images of my 'inspirations' for my design...
comments comments! =)))







walao super nice cannnn
i got an ugly car. ugly boring colour. ugly inside ugly outside.
but im determined to beautify/cutesify it!!! roarrrr